time_9:38pm
feeling_sick&lonely
talking to_ nobody heyy yall!! i havent been on xanguh since i was in taiwan..anyways...nothing much going in my life still sucks like usual. 2morro is meeh and Ricky's 5 month Anniversary! :] He still the same old him ... no job...living wit his friends around...going to concerts...flirting with girls..etc.etc, i know he's a dick..but i still love him...i jst dont wanna deal with the fact that he is kinda pathetic right now...and he blames meeh for it School_hrm....been sick for a week..so i missed skool for like 4 effin days....I got food poisoning from denny's on Thursday night...hrm...ganna try to catch up...I FINALLY GOT CERAMICs for a class after all these years in high skool..lol...
im still trying to figure out what i wanna do in my life..upset the fact i wanna get outta this shyt hole that i am in right now... i dont WANNA FEEL like SHYT anymore!! i am so much like shyt i feel like shyt. PPl try to cheer meeh up but it doesnt seem to help.....i was thinking to myself...if the LESS i think THe better OFF i am at not stressing too much...not thinking about things and worry about them so much....think that outta help??? WORK_ i work fucken like every single damn day!! at the end i still dont have much money from my pay check kuz i have to pay for so much shyt and like take so much responsiblities that i aint even suppose to handle. RAWR!! September 05_skool starts!
06_DAY OFF!
07_4-12pm
08_9-6pm
09_10-6pm
10_6-10pm
11_6-10pm
12_2-10:30pm
13_Day OFF!
14_4-11pm
15_10-6pm
16_~ 5 MOnth Anniversary!! ~
DAY OFF!
21_1St DANCE
25_~MY BIRTHDAY!!!~
29_AHS 1St DAnce ill update more later too tired right now l8terz | 
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